!!!Three Words that always break my Relationship vth Gals.....!!!!

"Back Vth My Life Story!!!Hmmm Correction Its My Three Beautiful Love Stories"

Hmmm One of my friend used to say "Machi!Unaku frndship,love kum meaning theriyadhu da!!(Dude!U Dunno the Meaning of Frndship nor love!!)"...Hmmm i dunno how much truth is there in this statement reg frndship...But Love..hmmm i dunno the meanin nor i don deserve to love nor to be loved!!! Always i used to think that "A flirt cant be flirt always".Hmmm its wrong..!!Three words that always change my relationship vth gals "I Love You"...Hmmmm yeah i lost my closed ones due to these three words...

@LoveStory vth my Junior:
Hmmm The first LoveStory in my Lyf....Hmmm She's my Junior...I used to see her in the school but never got any interest/feeling on her @ that time..Its the Day i got my 10th results..Hmmm am so much happy bcoz i got good marks than i expected...Hmmm so roaming on the streets happily on my cycle...Hmmm thats the day i spoke to her for the first time..She Called me and enquired my marks and about the junior college am going to join..Hmmm I joined some junior college after few days..Hmmm from then onwards she used to meet me @ my house/road/nightwalk etc...Hmmm but not tat close....After one year She too joined in some junior college..From then onwards we became close..Always i used to start from my college ,get down @ her bus stop,meet her then Catch an auto or bus to my stop(both of us stay in the Same Colony) ..Life was so good for many days lyk this....hmmm Evrythng was good till the day ,I told her the three stupid words "I love U"(My First Proposal in my 12th Class)...hmmm things have changed..She was not the same lyk b4..One day i sent her a msg to her dad's mobile and i got caught to her dad after few days...Hmmm he complained to my dad that am teasing his daughter..Hmmm It took a long time for me to come out of this..It changed evrything..I came out of city,state for my further studies even though i don have any interest to leave my family....Hmmm My frnd Saju Has helped a lot in coming out from her thoughts/memories.Hmmm i can never forget my best friend Saju for wat he has done to bring me out of this.I became mad,Cried a lot,felt lonely even in house..Saju Was with me in all my happiness and Sorrow.Without a good friend like him,i wouldn't have recovered that soon..If i hasnt proposed her my case would have been totally different..Hmmmm I lost her,my character,my happiness...hmmm

@LoveStory with my best/close friend...
Hmmm She's one of my Best/Close friend in my life...Hmmm She's Beautiful ,talented ,has some charming face with a cute smile and talkativeness.She's So caring,Friendly....Hmmm Never thought i ll lose her nor love her ..But i did loved her and even Lost her..hmmm...This is not called Love @ First Sight as i know her from many years in my school and never spoke to her nor has any interest to speak to her...Hmmm but its fate that one day i met her in a meeting vth my friend.Hmm from that day we were friends..Hmmm Even in the Starting also i was nt that close to her,but dunno how i became that close that i cant even live for a day without talking to her,thinking of her.Hmmm One Day i proposed her jus for fun,but it became much serious on that day and i told that i really love her...Hmmmm She hasnt accepted nor hasnt rejected my proposal...Hmmm she always use to say/beg me to be as Best friend,But i never listened to her.She likes me a lot,I love her a lot..Hmmm There's much difference between like and love.Hmmm As she's my best friend ,she tried to change my feelings on her ,but i havent...Hmmm Atlast she got vexed and she too left me..Hmmm i cant be happy in my whole lyftym when i think that My Best/Close frnd is not with me nu...Hmmm I can never forget her nor cant forget my stupidity which made me to lose her..Her Memories are always With me..I miss her a lot always...

@LoveStory vth my family friend:
Hmmm she's my family friend..I usually havent spoke to her much from my childhood...Hmmm She's 4 years younger than me...Hmmm She completed her 10th and was waiting for her results...Hmmm one day i got a call from her ..thats the first time i spoke to her for a long time over phone...From that day we used to speak over a long time on phone.one day she proposed me and i accepted...Hmmmm we were so happy always taking care of each other etc...Hmmmm After Some days i started avoiding her as am busy vth some workk...Hmmm Dunno Why !!! She left me ..hmmm we broke up...Before Love ,i used to call to her house @ the festive time etc to wish her ,her family etc...After the break-up ,She cut the call,no reply to messages/mails...Hmmmm I became so much depressed after this...Nikky helped me to come out of this.Always Nikky use to tease me as flirt etc,but He helped a lot ,even told that he ll speak to her ..Hmmm.hmmmm...I still dunno Why She left me...Hmmm

Hmmm The Word Love has ruined my life...Hmmm I always use to think that Love is Everything,Hmmm but i came to know its wrong..It may be right for the people who are in deep love...Once I came out of this Love, I came to know What i missed in my lyf...Hmmm now i cant speak to any of the three Gals(as they hate me to the core)..Hmmm if i have a chance to travel back to my past, i will choose the path which i left back in my childhood..As i cant get that type of chance , i can pray to god/ request the above mentioned people to "Please Come Back into my Lyf Again,I miss all of u a lot...Hmmm i wont repeat the mistake nor use that stupid three words which made my lyf worse.Hmmm ..Hmmm Plz Come Back..."

There's Purity in Love Which i never known and even i dont want to know in future...Hmmm Some Gal in my Lyf Told" A Flirt ll be a Flirt Always and He cant be Changed Anymore" nu...I would like to add some more stuff to the above Statement"Hmmm! A flirt like me is not deserved to Love or to be Loved"!!!!
Hmmm This Post may be boring...But this has more information about me that so many dunno..People who come to this blog may like this post or may nt like..Hmmm I wish that the Three Gals (Who has gone out of my life ) may atleast try to understand me and ll come back to me...Hmmm I need u all again as my Friends...Hmmm TRUST ME FOR THE LAST TIME...PLZZ
Good Night All(@11.45pm)
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